You Are Who I Love
You, selling roses out of a silver grocery
cart
You, in the park, feeding the pigeons
You cheering for the bees
You with cats in your voice in the
morning, feeding cats
You protecting the river You are who I
love
delivering babies, nursing the sick
You with henna on your feet and a
gold star in your nose
You taking your medicine, reading the
magazines
You looking into the faces of young
people as they pass, smiling and
saying, Alright! which, they know it,
means I see you, Family. I love you.
Keep on.
You dancing in the kitchen, on the
sidewalk, in the subway waiting for
the train because Stevie Wonder,
Héctor Lavoe, La Lupe
You stirring the pot of beans, you,
washing your father’s feet
You are who I love, you
reciting Darwish, then June
Feeding your heart, teaching your
parents how to do The Dougie,
counting to 10, reading your patients’
charts
You are who I love, changing
policies, standing in line for water,
stocking the food pantries, making a
meal
You are who I love, writing letters,
calling the senators, you who, with
the seconds of your body (with
your time here), arrive on buses, on
trains, in cars, by foot to stand in the
January streets against the cool and
brutal offices, saying: YOUR
CRUELTY DOES NOT SPEAK
FOR ME
You are who I love, you struggling to
see
You struggling to love or find a
question
You better than me, you kinder and
so blistering with anger, you are who
I love, standing in the wind,
salvaging the umbrellas, graduating
from school, wearing holes in your
shoes
You are who I love
weeping or touching the faces of the
weeping
You, Violeta Parra, grateful for the
alphabet, for sound, singing toward
us in the dream
You carrying your brother home
You noticing the butterflies
Sharing your water, sharing your
potatoes and greens
You who did and did not survive
You who cleaned the kitchens
You who built the railroad tracks and
roads
You who replanted the trees,
listening to the work of squirrels
and birds, you are who I love
You whose blood was taken, whose
hands and lives were taken, with
or without your saying
Yes, I mean to give. You are who I
love.
You who the borders crossed
You whose fires
You decent with rage, so in love with
the earth
You writing poems alongside
children
You cactus, water, sparrow, crow
You, my elder
You are who I love,
summoning the courage, making the
cobbler,
getting the blood drawn, sharing the
difficult news, you always planting
the marigolds, learning to walk
wherever you are, learning to read
wherever you are, you baking the
bread, you come to me in dreams,
you kissing the faces of your dead
wherever you are, speaking to your
children in your mother’s languages,
tootsing the birds
You are who I love, behind the
library desk, leaving who might kill
you, crying with the love songs,
polishing your shoes, lighting the
candles, getting through the first day
despite the whisperers sniping fail
fail fail
You are who I love, you who beat and
did not beat the odds, you who
knows that any good thing you have
is the result of someone else’s
sacrifice, work, you who fights for
reparations
You are who I love, you who stands
at the courthouse with the sign that
reads NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE
You are who I love, singing Leonard
Cohen to the snow, you with glitter
on your face, wearing a kilt and
violet lipstick
You are who I love, sighing in your
sleep
You, playing drums in the
procession, you feeding the chickens
and humming as you hem the skirt,
you sharpening the pencil, you
writing the poem about the
loneliness of the astronaut
You wanting to listen, you trying to
be so still
You are who I love, mothering the
dogs, standing with horses
You in brightness and in darkness,
throwing your head back as you
laugh, kissing your hand
You carrying the berbere from the
mill, and the jug of oil pressed from
the olives of the trees you belong to
You studying stars, you are who I
love
braiding your child’s hair
You are who I love, crossing the
desert and trying to cross the desert
You are who I love, working the
shifts to buy books, rice, tomatoes,
bathing your children as you listen to
the lecture, heating the kitchen with
the oven, up early, up late
You are who I love, learning English,
learning Spanish, drawing flowers on
your hand with a ballpoint pen,
taking the bus home
You are who I love, speaking plainly
about your pain, sucking your teeth
at the airport terminal television
every time the politicians say
something that offends your sense of
decency, of thought, which is often
You are who I love, throwing your
hands up in agony or disbelief,
shaking your head, arguing back, out
loud or inside of yourself, holding
close your incredulity which, yes,
too, I love I love
your working heart, how each of its
gestures, tiny or big, stand beside my
own agony, building a forest there
How “Fuck you” becomes a love
song
You are who I love, carrying the
signs, packing the lunches, with the
rain on your face
You at the edges and shores, in the
rooms of quiet, in the rooms of
shouting, in the airport terminal, at
the bus depot saying “No!” and each
of us looking out from the gorgeous
unlikelihood of our lives at all,
finding ourselves here, witnesses to
each other’s tenderness, which, this
moment, is fury, is rage, which, this
moment, is another way of
saying: You are who I love You are
who I love You and you and you are
who